And Finally
This story isn't about fish so if you are not interested in a dog story you can go on about your business now.
My dog grew a giant cyst-like thing on his side and I was worried. I know it happens to dogs often but just to sure he was fine I took him to the vet where they removed a sample and sent it off to UGA for testing.
Two days later I got the bad news. It was cancer and needed to be removed. In addition to taking the big lump, they would need to remove 2 inches on either side to make sure they got it all. The large bandages wound all the way around him would have to stay on until the wound healed.
I thought about it, prayed about it, meditated about it, wore out everyone I know talking about it and finally decided that I loved my dog too much to do it. I said no to the surgery.
We spent two days sitting quietly on the sofa. I was very sad. I tried not to think about not having him to force me out for walks, not having him to talk to when I was alone in the house. I wondered how long I would have him in my life.
I noticed that Nemo was slowing down and not his usual perky self. He seemed tired and sick. I was preparing for the worst. He had moments when he rallied but they didn't last long. He quickly came back to quietly sit with me on the sofa.
Then I noticed that his rallies happened when other people were in the house. It seemed like he fed off their energy. That gave me an idea. I tried cheering up and acting normally and guess what. Nemo got better right away.
Nemo was only sad and tired because I was sad and tired, not because he was feeling bad. Once I started giving out positive messages to him, he cheered up right away.
Years later Nemo is healthy and happy with no sign of cancer in his bloodwork. What did I learn from this?
Lesson Number One : never give up
Lesson Number Two: lab tests are sometimes wrong.
Lesson Number Three: you can change the world around you by changing the way you see it.
Put on a smile this weekend and enjoy your dog. He will thank you for it.
Blessings,
Kathleen
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